Kayla stayed exactly where she was.
I watched my little sister stare at that closet door, her face doing something I couldn’t quite name.
For the first time in weeks, someone had heard one of her boundaries and simply said okay. No interrogation. No test. Just okay.
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Part Five: The Drive Home
Andrew didn’t come with us. That had been my call. Whatever needed to be said on the way home belonged to Kayla and me.
She sat in the passenger seat, the listing still glowing on her phone.
We were halfway home before I finally asked the question I’d been carrying all day.
“Why did you need Andrew to fail?”
She kept her eyes on the windshield.
“I didn’t.”
“Then why wasn’t it enough when I asked you to stop?”
She locked her phone. For several blocks, the only sound was the tick of the turn signal.
Then, barely above a whisper:
“Because Eric didn’t cheat on me.”
I glanced over.
“What?”
“He didn’t cheat.” Her thumb rubbed slow circles over the dark screen. “He didn’t hit me. He didn’t steal from me. There was no other woman. Nothing.”
I eased to a stop at a red light.
“Then what happened?”
She answered like she still hated how small the answer was — how little room it took up for something that had flattened her whole life.
“He said he didn’t want our life anymore.”
The light turned green.
I didn’t move until the car behind us honked.
Kayla turned toward her window.
“Six years, Amanda. Six years, and that was the whole explanation.”
I drove.
I didn’t offer advice. I didn’t defend Eric. I didn’t try to sand down the edges of that sentence to make it hurt less. There was no making it hurt less.
After a while, she said, “I kept waiting to find out what he’d done.”
“And there wasn’t anything.”
“No.” Her voice cracked on the word. “I just wanted there to be a reason.”
And suddenly I understood why she’d been watching Andrew so closely all those mornings.
Not because she wanted him.
Because she needed him to become evidence.
“You wanted proof that mine wasn’t any different,” I said softly. “If Andrew failed your test, then what Eric did would finally make sense.”
She looked at me. Then away again.
“Maybe.”
“And if Andrew didn’t fail?”
She picked at a peeling corner of her phone case. When she spoke, I had to strain to hear it.
“Then maybe it wasn’t relationships that were broken.”
I waited.
“Maybe it was just mine. Maybe it was just me.”
I pulled into our driveway and turned off the engine. Neither of us reached for the door.
After a minute, she said, “I wasn’t trying to take Andrew from you.” She finally met my eyes, and hers were wet. “I swear I wasn’t. I just needed to know.”
My hand found the door handle, then paused.
“Being heartbroken explains why you needed proof,” I said. “I get that. I do.”
She watched me.
“But it doesn’t explain why my ‘no’ stopped mattering to you.”
Her fingers went still around the phone.
And this time, she didn’t argue. She just nodded, very slowly, like the words had landed somewhere she couldn’t argue with.
Part Six: The Top Shelf
Inside, Kayla laid the ugly robe back over the kitchen chair, smoothing it out with more care than it deserved.
“I’m sorry,” she said.
